"FIND LAURA 101"
“Find Laura,” as a series of informal Reddit essays, presents a dense network of ideas at a rapid pace. When I tried to expand this theory further into “The Return,” it was just too much to keep track of, so I started writing this guide instead.
This page is intended to be an organized summary of Lou Ming’s ideas.
At key points, I have temporarily added my own thoughts for the sake of coherency and completion. When I have more material, these will be split off into a separate piece of writing. My additions will be displayed in this color, for clarity.
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Find Laura 101
Version 1.0
- utilizes Find Laura, FWWM, Missing Pieces
TABLE OF CONTENTS
I. FUNDAMENTALS
II. CHARACTERS
III. PRIMAL SCENES
IV. QUANTUM PHYSICS AND ELECTRICITY
V. NUMEROLOGY
VI. MAJOR RECURRING MOTIFS
VII. MINOR RECURRING MOTIFS
VIII. DEAD ENDS?
IX. THOUGHTS, QUESTIONS, MISCELLANEOUS
X. LIMITATIONS
I. FUNDAMENTALS
ESSAY STRUCTURE
- These essays are a scene-by-scene analysis of The Return, with occasional steps into “Fire Walk With Me”, or key episodes of the original series’ run.
- None of the books are considered relevant.
- Of the first two seasons, only episodes directed by David Lynch himself are considered relevant. This is because “Find Laura” is an analysis concerning abstraction, inner spaces, and symbolism; these are all Lynch’s major contributions to the series, and running themes in much of his work in general.
TWIN NARRATIVES
“Find Laura”, at its core, argues the existence of two narratives within “Twin Peaks.”1. One is the surface or top-level narrative:
- Laura Palmer was sexually abused for years by a man who climbed into her bedroom at night. She eventually discovered that this man was actually a predatory evil spirit that lived in her father’s body.
- The town of Twin Peaks has portals to other worlds, conspiracies on local and federal scales, trapped spirits, small-town charm, mysterious beings, a soap opera’s worth of infidelity, and local legends that might be true.
- Laura Palmer feared that BOB wanted to take over her body and possess her to do evil things, so she allowed herself to be murdered by him.
- Dale Cooper bent the laws of time and space in an attempt to rescue her from her own murder in a classic tale of heroism and hubris.
2. The other is the hidden, unconscious narrative that tells us the truth:
- Laura Palmer was sexually abused for years by her father, but as a child she had developed a belief that a man named BOB was breaking into her room at night. When she found undeniable proof that “BOB” was never real – her rapist had been her father the entire time - it triggered an extreme mental breakdown and week-long drug binge.
- As a result of this breakdown, Laura Palmer’s delusions got much worse; “BOB” was no longer a mortal man but a demon that possessed and forced her father to do these things.
- Laura Palmer’s death was a suicidal fantasy and a metaphor for her mental processes as she spiraled from these revelations about her father. Her mind broke into two pieces; one half of her clung to the idea that her innocent father was possessed by a hungry evil spirit, and the other half took the undeniable proof that he wasn’t and muffled it in the deepest, most unreachable parts of her mind.
- “The Return” is about a rare opportunity for Laura Palmer to realize the truth about her father, re-unite the split halves of her mind, and begin healing. We never see what this opportunity is or what comes of it; in fact, we never see anything conclusive about these unseen 25 years of Laura Palmer’s life.
"FIRE WALK WITH ME"
Lou Ming hinted at the idea that the "real" chronology of "FWWM" isn't quite what is presented to the audience. For example: the scenes with Philip Jeffries and the F.B.I take place earlier in the film than the scene with Laura and the Haywards, yet the latter is an abstraction of the former.Close readers may notice that I described the revelation of BOBs identity in the final third of “FWWM” as if it started off Laura Palmer’s spiraling breakdown that made up the preceding hour and a half of the film. I have strong reason to believe that this is the case, but that is outside the scope of this page and will have to wait for a later time.
TWIN PEAKS
Laura Palmer really did grow up in Twin Peaks, and this town is the main stage for her inner psychodramas.- The only glimpses we get of the “real” Twin Peaks are in “Fire Walk With Me.”
- Recall how David Lynch himself described BOB as “an abstraction in human form.” Aside from some scenes in FWWM, everything we see and everyone we meet in this series is an abstraction of a thought, feeling, impulse, or desire in Laura Palmer’s mind – even if that abstraction is based on someone or something that she knew in “real life.”
- There are NO supernatural beings or events in Twin Peaks. - In "FWWM", Laura is our narrator, and her mind is falling apart even without the drugs and sleep deprivation. She hallucinates and misunderstands the world around her, and these moments of confusion are shown to us as if they were supernatural events.
- The rest of the series takes place in various parts of Laura Palmer’s mind, thus there is no “reality” for supernatural events to take place in.
II. CHARACTERS
“The fates of the characters that are drawn into this pattern are seemingly determined not by their position … but by who is the recipient of the information.” - Lou Ming, "Find Laura" Part 3CRESIDENTS OF TWIN PEAKS
In the fashion of "The Wizard of Oz", many of the residents of Twin Peaks “really existed” in Laura’s life, but her memories and images of them are taken and re-purposed for something inside of her Dream.Theresa Banks
Inside: Theresa Banks was either a trial run or a repeat of Laura Palmer’s train car murder fantasy, depending on the “true” chronology of “FWWM.” Both of them are blondes that have sexual contact with Leland, both of them learn about his identity, both of them are murdered by him to protect this identity, both receive a letter under the nail, both are wrapped in plastic and disposed of in a river.
The major difference seems to be that Theresa Banks was killed with blunt force trauma to the head, and Laura Palmer was violently stabbed. This illustrates the subtle difference of their purposes inside the Twin Peaks Dream; Theresa Banks displays the Losing Your Head motif as a symbol of Laura Palmer’s disintegrating sanity, but Laura Palmer’s murder by penetration is, forgive me, an abstraction of her being raped and what she discovers during the act.
Outside: Theresa Banks was probably a real person that Laura knew of and/or worked with. Even if we assume that Leland’s motel flashback is something Laura completely imagined, and even if we assume that Ronette does not truly exist at all, Jacques still mentions that Theresa called him. The interesting part of that particular conversation is that Jacques doesn’t confirm or mention that she was killed. If anything, the way he says “… she called me” suggests a disagreement or confusion about the fact.
Logically, if Laura Palmer was never actually murdered because Leland/BOB is not a killer, it follows that Theresa Banks was not murdered either.
Major Garland Briggs
Inside: Major Briggs began to suspect that something was wrong with “Cooper” after his possession at the end of Season 2 and was apparently killed in a fire shortly afterwards. For him, merely suspecting that something had happened to the Good Father figure was enough to have him banished to the deeper parts of Laura Palmer’s subconscious.
In “The Return,” he is essentially an abstraction of the train car scene and what it represents. He finds horrible knowledge about who the Father Figure really is, his head is separated from his body, his head which contains this knowledge is vanished into an incomprehensible delusion, and his cold, numb corpse is left behind to not only take a ring but literally internalize it.
Outside: in “The Missing Pieces,” Laura sees and hears Major Briggs reading from the book of Revelations when she goes to visit Bobby. This probably contributed to her internal image of him as an enigmatic, powerful figure.
Laura Palmer
See the “Twin Narratives” section under “Fundamentals”, as well as “Scapegoating/Splitting” under “Major Motifs.” There are three Laura Palmers in “The Return.”
- Ignorant Dead Laura: this is the part of Laura Palmer that took the ring and was murdered by BOB. In other words, this is the part of Laura Palmer’s psyche that has surrendered completely to the idea that evil spirits are real, and that she deserved what happened to her. This Laura is the scapegoat kid that is sacrificed to God – an unknowable, patriarchal supernatural being that demands sacrifice. This is disassociation that craves numbness, sleep, distance, and death.
- Knowing Red Room Laura: this is the part of Laura that completely understands the truth about BOB and Leland, and holds those secrets in the depths of the Red Room so that the rest of her mind doesn’t have to acknowledge it. This Laura is the scapegoat kid that is burdened with sin – recall that in Christian texts the first sin was “knowledge of good and evil” - and exiled to the desert. This is dissociation like stepping into a world outside yourself and watching your own life on TV.
- Odessa Laura/Carrie Page: “Find Laura” was never completed, and didn’t have much to say about Carrie Page.
Carrie Page only appears after Dale Cooper seemingly travels back in time to prevent her murder. In other words, Carrie Page only appears after “Dale Cooper” prevents the fundamental split in Laura Palmer’s mind that creates Ignorant Dead Laura and Knowing Red Room Laura. Carrie Page is not a happy and healthy Laura Palmer, but she’s a whole Laura, a woman that does not view herself as an alternately Good Laura/Bad Laura but as a blend of traits – a much healthier and more realistic way of thinking!
By the time Dale Cooper meets her in Texas, she seems to have done some healing on her own: she has some memories of the past instead of complete angry denial or oblivion, she seems to have shot dead a BOB-figure in her living room, and when the phone rings she’s able to walk away instead of being “called home.” These are all signs that Carrie Page is a version of Laura that is starting to let go of the BOB delusion.
It’s also worth discussing that, up until this point, the town of Twin Peaks was almost unchanged. Even the burned mill had never been rebuilt. It isn’t until Odessa Laura arrives that we notice significant changes in the town and its atmosphere. This is because she is able to process new information into the dreamscape in a way that the split Lauras could not; Dead Laura was a corpse, and Red Room Laura had been sealed away. Carrie Page is not so limited.
If Carrie Page is the two Lauras re-united, then by bringing all three of them to her childhood home, Dale Cooper is able to line up all three personas and win the jackpot – the forbidden knowledge is brought to the front of Laura Palmer’s consciousness, and she screams.
The final moments of the show are too inconclusive to go any further than that.
Ronette Pulaski
Inside: Ronette’s purpose inside the Twin Peaks Dream is to be the Knowing-Living half of the scapegoat motif that we see in the train car scene. As one of the few characters that can perceive BOB, she’s burdened with knowledge of the murder and sent away.
In “The Return,” Ronette is abstracted into American Girl.
Outside: Ronette Pulaski was probably a real person that Laura worked with, but we never hear from the real her.
- In the Red Diamond motel flashback sequences, both girls are completely mute in the release version of the film. Even in “The Missing Pieces” she only says a single word.
- In the Pink Room, she’s introduced with a camera glide over a blue light bulb – a tell of manufactured illusions. The things she says are also very convenient for Laura Palmer’s subconscious casting of her as a Knowing Scapegoat; she remembers things that Laura Palmer cannot, this is her new purpose. Much like the truck driver trying to shout over Leland’s engine, Laura Palmer’s Bad Transformer misinterprets what she hears to suit her fraying inner narrative.
- In the cabin, Ronette doesn’t talk much – and this scene in itself is probably an abstraction, regardless.
The F.B.I AND RELATED AGENCIES
In general, the F.B.I and Blue Rose Task Force represent Laura Palmer’s “higher mind.” This part of her wants to heal and re-integrate, but is confused and derailed by trauma. On the sliding scale of awareness, the F.B.I and its agents are in the middle, or scaling slightly higher. None of these characters exist outside of the Dream.Denise Bryson
Laura Palmer’s anima and animus, integrated and in balance with one another. Her off-screen promotion in “The Return” may be a sign of progress for Laura Palmer.
Contrast: the disturbing mixed-sex motifs throughout “The Return,” such as The Experimental Model or Ruth Davenport’s head discovered over a man’s body. These may represent an unbalanced anima and animus, or an unhealthy view of sex and gender roles.
Gordon Cole
Lou Ming explicitly names Gordon Cole as a personification of the Bad Transformer in “Sidebar B.” He is an abstraction of mental gymnastics and denial. This is shown to the audience in the form of communication problems: difficulties with hearing, VOLUME, and what seems to be a uncontrolled compulsion to twist the simplest facts into bizarre symbols and guessing games.
Special Agent Dale Cooper
Dale Cooper is Laura Palmer’s internal image of a positive father figure and her own desire for salvation through a guardian angel. He is positive intention. His original purpose is to solve her “murder” by discovering the truth behind it. He failed; his transformation into Mr. C at the end of Season 2 is a symbol of Laura Palmer’s continued belief in BOB.
In “The Return,” his purpose is given to him as killing Two Birds With One Stone. One “bird” is to mend the shattered mind of Laura Palmer, presented to us as preventing her murder. The other “bird” is to end her belief in BOB, presented to us by killing him; this is actually shown to us twice, first through Freddie with his green glove and second as the dead BOB-figure in Carrie Page’s living room.
Dale Cooper never destroys BOB himself because his role is to be a Good Father figure, and the act of murder would bring him too close to the role of Bad Father BOB.
Special Agents Desmond and Stanley
If Theresa Banks is a trial run or repeat of the train car murder, then Desmond and Stanley have a similar relationship to the splitting/scapegoat motif. One of them is sent away with a dead body, the other finds some hidden knowledge and is vanished.
Philip Jeffries
Lou Ming defines Philip Jeffries in Part 2G as “the personification of a moment when Laura nearly spoke up … in the Hayward living room.” He also suggests a genesis in the scene where Leland “chickens out” at the Red Diamond motel; if Laura had caught a glimpse of her father there, that may have been the first moment of questioning and doubt about his character as a Good Father, and this is why Transformed!Jeffries is later hidden away in that same motel.
He is “the missed moment, the suppressed knowledge … its personification.” Notice his introduction in the Palm Deluxe scene, the first that anyone’s seen of him in two years after “Finding Something” and being disappeared; he walks from a long, unseen hallway, through open red curtains (→ a pathway from and through Laura’s briefly opened subconscious) and out from under an archway (→ the hidden knowledge represented by Laura’s hidden diary, here taken out and set free.)
- 7 huckleberries → 7 floors on the elevator
- Laura struggles to comprehend seeing BOB inside and Leland outside → One Cooper becomes two
- Donna passes a secret message to Laura → the young lady leaves a message for Jeffries (the man at the desk NEVER refers to the message leaver as Judy!)
- The phone rings and Laura loses her courage → the lights flash and the intercom stops working as the Bad Transformer vanishes Philip Jeffries yet again
- Laura has ultimately chosen fire and negativity (smoking cigarettes) over the comfort that the Haywards can offer (the muffin) → Jeffries reappears in the stairwell smoking and screaming
- Laura decides that Mr. and Mrs. Hayward can’t actually help her → the staff are literally shit-scared and crawling on the floor
Tammy Preston
Lou Ming writes that Tammy Preston is a stand-in for Laura Palmer herself, based on the photo evidence in the Congressman’s Dilemma.
One Laura becomes Laura and Ronette → One photo of a blonde woman becomes a photo with a blonde woman and a brunette (that looks identical to Tammy)
One can argue that Tammy is intended to be a stand-in for Ronette based on this, but her role in the hidden narrative simply does not match up:
- In the Twin Peaks Dream, Ronette’s role is to be the Knowing Scapegoat that lives on to carry forbidden knowledge that Laura cannot. Tammy is essentially a blank slate and must be guided by the other agents; she knows nothing, and doesn’t present new information out of nowhere as a Knowing Scapegoat character would.
- However, she’s still capable of learning things. She’s not dead and distant like an Ignorant Dead Scapegoat character would be. Tammy Preston is something else entirely.
With these concepts in mind, I would like to temporarily add my own thoughts here as they relate to Carrie Page and Tammy Preston.
Tammy Preston may be a “test run” of Carrie Page. Both characters are representatives of Laura Palmer herself, both are related to themes of re-integration, both of them share a final initial, they are never seen together – in fact, Tammy is never seen again after Cooper leaves for Texas - and both of them have a unique ability to process new information in a dreamscape that’s been built from the same materials for 25 years.
- For Carrie, this is because she’s no longer split into two different people that are equally unable to perceive reality. We see the result of this when Cooper brings Carrie to Twin Peaks. The sign at the diner is different, we recognize none of the residents, and the atmosphere of the town in general is dark and gloomy in a way that it wasn’t before.
- For Tammy, she has this ability because she’s a new agent and must be taught by her superiors. The result of this is that we are introduced to new concepts such as tulpas, Sumerian demons, and the plan to do something about Judy.
”SUPERNATURAL” ENTITIES
These enigmatic characters are some of the most highly abstracted parts of Laura’s mind.BOB
See the “Twin Narratives” and “Twin Peaks” subsections under “Fundamentals.”
The abuse of Laura Palmer began at a young age. She couldn’t make sense of the fact that her father was a loving parent during the day that became a monster at night, so she rationalized it by convincing herself that a man was breaking into her room. As she grew older, her rationalizations became more complicated. Was this some sick agreement between her parents and this man? Was he paying them? Was it some kind of experiment? Was he threatening them?
After Laura discovered that her attacker had been her father the entire time, this coping mechanism was no longer sufficient. She couldn’t accept that her father would knowingly do these things to her. Her desperate rationalizations became full-blown delusions. Laura Palmer’s wounded mind became convinced that BOB was actually a demonic entity that could climb inside people, make them act, and then leave again with no memory of the event.
Mr. C
Mr. C is the fusion of BOB and Dale Cooper’s doppelganger/shadow self. Lou Ming writes that his goal in the Twin Peaks Dream is to undermine love in all its forms: he allows Sam and Tracey to be murdered by taking out the bouncer at the cabin that is entangled with the security officer in New York, he ruins the Hastings’ marriage in a way that’s almost retroactive just by arriving, and by killing Dougie Jones he seeks to destroy the Jones’ nuclear family unit as well.
He is the Negative Intent to Dale Cooper’s Positive Intent. He’s the Black Fire personified. He’s an abstraction of Laura Palmer’s self-sabotaging desire to live in the familiar comfort of negativity, delusion, and consumption.
The Arm/LMFAP
Lou Ming defines him in Part 3A as being “the part of Laura’s psychosis ‘reaching into’ her reality.” He also occupies the “Laura” seat in the Convenience Store scene. He is also connected to the #6 Power Pole via the whooping noise audio cue.
His removal from MIKE is an abstraction of the Splitting motif. Therefore, when he is temporarily reunited with MIKE at the end of “FWWM,” this is an abstracted form of Laura Palmer as a whole.
Senorita Dido
There’s not many notes on her in “Find Laura,” only that she’s given a filtered, comfortable, insulated view of reality by The Fireman. This ties her to being a representation of Laura Palmer herself.
Her seclusion in the Theater and role as a passive but entertained observer recalls Red Room Laura sitting in a flickering TV glow at the end of “FWWM.”
If the Fireman is a director of the Twin Peaks Dream, perhaps Senorita Dito is intended to represent us as the audience.
The Giant/The Fireman
Curiously, this character was only known at The Giant in the original series’ run, but by “The Return” he makes it clear that his title or name is The Fireman.
The Fireman is a well-intentioned, protective, paternal force for Laura Palmer. As the Grandmother gives Laura Palmer a painting to teach her to disassociate and escape her trauma, it is the Fireman who creates a safe, insulated version of reality for Senorita Dito.
Grandmother → Grandfather
Painting for Laura → Filtered view of the globe for SD
Dissociation → Denial
At the same time, The Fireman seems to want Laura Palmer to heal, even though he is forced to speak in strange riddles and work through the actions+prescribed destinies of other characters.
With this in mind, perhaps The Fireman is also a personification of the Bad Transformer as Gordon Cole is – and this suggests that The Fireman, in turn, is a director of the Twin Peaks Dream in the same way that Gordon Cole directs the F.B.I as well as literally being played by director David Lynch.
Grandmother and Magician
Lou Ming defines The Grandmother as a well-intentioned, protective, maternal force for Laura Palmer. It is her that gives Laura Palmer the wall painting and teaches her to disassociate through it. This may sound like a negative thing on first reading, but by teaching her this skill, The Grandmother has reduced Laura Palmer’s dependency on extreme sexual behavior and dangerous drugs.
The Magician may simply represent the sort of magical thinking that Laura Palmer needs in order to keep believing in things like BOB. His transporting the creamed corn in front of Donna’s eyes is a repetition of the garmonbozia scene at the end of “FWWM.”
Jumping Man
The Jumping Man is visually tied to Sarah Palmer several times throughout “FWWM” and “The Return”, to the extent that their faces are literally superimposed over each other. It’s probably the closest we’ll get to a straightforward definition of any of these characters! The Jumping Man is Laura Palmer’s view of her mother; not malicious, but completely useless - only capable of squawking, smoking, and hopping impotently.
Naido
Naido is described in Parts 3A and 3B as being an abstraction of Laura Palmer herself as she re-enacts the Primal Scene for Dale Cooper. More specifically, she’s an abstraction of Ignorant Dead Laura; her Knowing Red Room counterpart is American Girl.
- BOB enters the window → Cooper enters the window
- Laura touches BOB’s face → Naido touches Cooper’s face
- Laura fantasizes about her death → Naido throws herself into the stars
This not only tells us that Blue Roses are related to the idea of wiping away the stars (→ collapsing possibilities), but it also suggests that the re-enacted “death” we just witnessed was a falsehood.
American Girl
American Girl is introduced to the audience after Naido “dies.” She is an abstraction of Ronette Pulaski and a counterpart to Naido.
- Laura “dies” → Naido “dies”
- Only Ronette remains → Only AG remains
- Cooper comes to Twin Peaks → Cooper enters the box
- Cooper has no choice but to speak with Ronette as the sole witness → Cooper has no choice but to meet with AG as the sole occupant
American Girl is an abstraction of Ronette Pulsaki, one of the original Knowing Scapegoats.
She is also a counterpart to Naido, who is an Ignorant Dead Scapegoat.
Logically, we can conclude that American Girl is also a Knowing Scapegoat.
Other
Characters that don’t currently fit anywhere else.Dougie Jones
In “Primal Scenes” below, we discuss the idea that when one character touches another’s face, it’s a repetition of the night Laura discovered Leland on top of her instead of BOB. In the Twin Peaks Dream, this becomes a symbolic gesture that precedes a similar drastic change in identity. If we work backwards from there, we can see that the creation of Cooper!Dougie is an inverse of that particular Primal Scene.
- BOB has sexual contact with Laura. Laura touches his face. BOB becomes Leland. In that instant, her idea of Leland as a Good Father is destroyed and replaced by the idea that he’s a Bad Father. In the depths of Laura’s subconscious, she takes the ring in the train car and extracts Leland’s garmonbozia in the Red Room (→ continues the cycle of abuse by placing the blame on herself for “making” BOB want her) and decides that she’s a Bad Woman. Good is replaced with Bad.
- Dougie, a Bad Father, has sexual contact with Jade, a Bad Woman. Jade touches his face and leaves the room. She showers, cleansing herself of dirtiness and becoming a Good Woman. In the other room, Dougie is replaced by Cooper, Laura’s archetype of a Good Father figure. Bad is replaced by Good.
Cooper!Dougie
Cooper!Dougie’s purpose in the Twin Peaks Dream is to resolve problems and heal wounds. The question is: why does he do this through inaction? Why does he act like a baby?
Lou Ming writes that his “empty shell” nature is that of a sponge. Cooper!Dougie absorbs all the pain and negativity he encounters, leaving behind only the good, and eventually he carries all that negativity to an electrical outlet to be blasted away. His lack of awareness also makes it more difficult for Mr. C to find, predict, and stop him.
III. PRIMAL SCENES
Remember, these “abstractions” are deeply symbolic, they are “a visualization of how the abuse and the revelation [about the abuse] was seen, felt, and experienced by Laura” (Part 3B).
1. DISCOVERY OF LELAND → TRAIN CAR MURDER
SCENE:
Laura uses cocaine to stay awake and aware during BOB’s ritualized sexual assault of her. She perceives BOB on top of her and demands to know who he is. She touches his face. To her horror, in front of her very eyes, BOB seemingly transforms into her father. She screams, and the scream is echoed as her mind tears in two.ABSTRACTION:
The train car murder-fantasy itself is an abstraction of this revelation.- Her bedroom and the bars on the headboard → a dirty train car with bars like a prison
- Her confusion about his identity → the shouted dialogue between the three of them
- Her dissociative disorder worsens and she screams → the creation of Ignorant Dead Laura and Knowing Red Room Laura
- Leland on all fours on top of her → BOB on all fours screaming over her corpse.
- There are also metaphors involving blood and violent penetration that I will allow you to figure out for yourself.
EMERGENT THEMES:
Throughout “The Return”, one character touching another’s face precedes a drastic change in identity. Mr. C touches Jack’s face before changing cars, Jade touches Dougie’s face before he becomes Cooper!Dougie, Diane touches Cooper’s face while they have seemingly unwanted, uncomfortable sex and literally wake up as two different people the next day.This scene also creates the recurring visuals involving shadowy bars, as if jailing or being jailed.
2. HAYWARD'S LIVING ROOM → PHILIP JEFFRIES
SCENE:
Laura abandons her Meals on Wheels duties and runs home in a panic. There, she sees BOB going through her things on the inside, but sees her father leaving the house on the outside. Confused and distraught, she runs to Donna for comfort.ABSTRACTION:
This scene is abstracted into the character of Philip Jeffries. See his entry under “Characters” for more detailed information.- 7 huckleberries → 7 floors on the elevator
- Laura struggles to comprehend seeing BOB inside and Leland outside → One Cooper becomes two
- Donna passes a secret message to Laura → the young lady leaves a message for Jeffries (the man at the desk NEVER refers to the message leaver as Judy!)
- The phone rings and Laura loses her courage → the lights flash and the intercom stops working as the Bad Transformer vanishes Philip Jeffries yet again
- Laura has ultimately chosen fire and negativity (smoking cigarettes) over the comfort that the Haywards can offer (the muffin) → Jeffries reappears in the stairwell smoking and screaming
- Laura decides that Mr. and Mrs. Hayward can’t actually help her → the staff are literally shit-scared and crawling on the floor
EMERGENT THEMES:
Laura Palmer almost felt safe enough to speak up in this scene, until the phone rang.In the Twin Peaks Dream, ringing phones are then associated with being silenced before the truth can emerge. When Cooper pleads with Laura to not take the ring in “FWWM”, he’s speaking in double meanings: don’t take the jewelry (→ blame yourself and repeat the cycle of abuse), and don’t answer the phone (→ allow yourself to feel silenced and unable to get help.) Later in “The Return,” Mr. C is summoned away from learning about Judy from Transformed!Jeffries by a ringing phone.
3. DIRTY FINGERNAILS → ABOVE THE CONVENIENCE STORE
SCENE:
Laura is called home from the Hayward’s to find her father sitting at the table. He notices her broken heart necklace and enters a seething, jealous rage. He bullies her into washing her hands, sobbing, while Sarah protests impotently in the background.ABSTRACTION:
This is abstracted into the “meeting” that Philip Jeffries describes in the F.B.I office.- Sarah → Jumping Man
- Sarah displaced from her position as Leland’s sexual partner → Jumping Man displaced from the table - Laura → LMAP
- Leland → BOB
- The pain and suffering caused by Leland → the bounty of garmonbozia on BOB’s side of the table
- Laura Palmer’s ill brain creating this abstraction → The Woodsman generating Bad Electricity in the corner
EMERGENT THEMES:
This is called the “5-3-1” Sequence. It’s one of the more subtle and complex motifs in this analysis.The motif starts with five characters.
These five characters are observing three others – always a pair of characters plus one.
These three characters are observing one character, object, or concept.
In this primal example, we have 5 “supernatural” beings on Laura/LMAP’s side of the table. These are all abstractions of her viewpoints and thought processes, observing the 3 characters (Leland and Sarah + Laura) through her eyes, and these 3 characters observing the 1 mystery; the unspoken sexual rivalry that fuels this exchange in every direction, between Laura and Sarah as well as between Leland and an imagined “Lover” of Laura’s.
More examples will be added here later!
4. CAR RIDE → SCORCHED ENGINE OIL
SCENE:
Laura and Leland are confronted by an angry truck driver. Leland revs the engine to cover his shouts, filling the air with the smell of burning engine oil. Laura, in her deteriorating mental state, misunderstands his shouted words and hears them as the truth that she’s desperately trying to escape: IT’S YOUR FATHER!We never hear what the truck driver is “really” saying, but Leland’s reaction suggests that it’s something wildly profane.
ABSTRACTION:
I’m weighing the idea that this scene is abstracted into MIKE’s appearance at the train car, but this idea needs much more analysis and this sentence is practically just a placeholder right now.EMERGENT THEMES:
For Laura, the smell of scorched engine oil is tied forever to the hidden knowledge – “IT’S YOUR FATHER!” The smell triggers sharp and instant recollection, as it often does for people in real life. This upsetting event also gave Laura an unforgettable image of the truck driver, and he is integrated into her Twin Peaks dream as Philip Gerard/MIKE.5. JAMES' VISIT DAYTIME → SPARKWOOD AND 21ST NIGHTTIME
SCENE:
James comes to check on Laura during the day. He clearly cares very much for her, and for a moment she seems to consider asking for help, until she notices her father watching them.ABSTRACTION:
this visit is abstracted into a nighttime meeting at Sparkwood and 21st.- James comes to visit Laura during the day → James comes to visit Laura during the night
- Laura notices Leland watching them → Laura sees a figure in the woods and screams (first viewing implies that she sees BOB, second shows us Dale Cooper, both are abstractions of her father.)
- Laura goes cold and walks back into the house → Laura tearfully rejects James to “protect” him and flees into the woods
- Film flows into the rape scene → film flows into the train car murder fantasy (an abstraction of the very same rape scene!)
In “The Missing Pieces,” there’s an interesting extension to this scene that features Leland and Laura eyeing each other from her hiding place in the bushes before James arrives. This seems to be an inversion of her staring into the woods later on, further supporting the idea that what she’s seeing there is one of the Father Figure characters.
EMERGENT THEMES:
If “FWWM” follows a Mobius Strip sequence in the fashion of “Mulholland Drive” and “Inland Empire”, the daytime version of this scene probably reflects that crossing-over point where the end of the film dovetails and loops back into the beginning.See the “Fire Walk With Me” section under “Fundamentals;” this idea will get its own space in a later writing!
IV. QUANTUM PHYSICS AND ELECTRICITY
90 degree turns: alternating current electricity is generated by a spinning magnet. The 90-degree turns of the chevrons in the Red Rooms, as well as Cooper’s turns as he navigates through them, are suggestive of this magnet; the magnet spins, generating the ELEC-TRI-CITY needed to power the Bad Transformer that is Laura’s traumatized, delusional mind. These visual 90 degree turns may also be a visual clue that we are watching an abstraction of these “Cooper Leaves The Red Room” scenes. The rotation of the Junkie Mom around her table as her son exits the front room is an example of this.
This motif is particularly hard to spot. I may find more examples on further analysis.
Double-Slit Experiment: the double-split experiment appeared to demonstrate that light can behave as a wave and a particle at the same time by projecting light onto a screen through a set of bars. This motif comes through most clearly in Jade Gives Two Rides scene; traveling in a little golden Jeep (→ photon) with bars on the front, Jade and Dougie (who is also making 90-Degree Turns, see above) seemingly pass through multiple timelines or possibilities until they can both arrive at the casino unharmed. This concept also appears in the split carpet patters at the Silver Mustang casino; one side has wave shapes, the other stars and particles.
Entanglement: in quantum physics, to say that a pair of particles is “entangled” means that an action on one particle will instantly affect the other, no matter how far apart they are. This entanglement is broken when a measurement is made. In “Find Laura,” the actions performed in one locale of the dreamscape can create reactions in other parts. A simple example is in S3E1: when Mr. C knocks out the bouncer at the cabin in the woods, the security guard in NYC also vanishes.
Probability: in quantum physics, every sub-atomic particle is essentially a bubble of potential outcomes that collapses when an observation is made. In “Find Laura,” the truth can only be brought to the front of Laura’s consciousness when all other possibilities are eliminated. This manifests in three ways:
- The constant references to coordinates, an exact measurement of time and place that is linked to a specific outcome. In other words, there is only one position in time-space that contains the increased probabilities related to an event that you are seeking.
- The references to stars, and stars being eliminated or “going out.” Stars represent alternate outcomes, which are presented to the audience as alternate “timelines” and “universes.” There may be a thread of Christian symbolism here as well; stars are used in metaphor to represent angels, especially in reference to the fall of Lucifer, or the book of Revelations.
- The injection of more and more ridiculous elements. Consider the appearance of Ruth Davenport’s head over the chronologically-mismatched body of Major Briggs, or Freddie’s green glove that was given to him by a vanishing giant man. Both of these things are so unlikely and so ridiculous that their appearances in the story can wipe out dozens of other possibilities in an instant.
V. NUMEROLOGY
Numerology Rules:
- reduce all numbers with more than one digit to its components. As an example: 2876 Symbolic Avenue = 2 8 7 6.
- add all of these singular numbers together. 2 + 8 + 7 + 6 = 23.
- repeat these steps as needed until you reach a single digit answer. 2 + 3 = 5.
- our number for this address on Symbolic Avenue is 5.
Two: two/duality litters the Twin Peaks Dreamscape, echoing Laura Palmer’s mental split into two versions of herself. A very short list: there’s two Lodges, two women in the Mauve Zone, two characters named “Mike,” two coats of gold paint on the shovels, two names for the Giant/Fireman, and the Red Room’s tendency to split one person into two. In “Fire Walk With Me”, doubly repeated lines are a big clue that we’re watching an abstraction inside Laura Palmer’s mind.
Maybe some day I’ll write down the entire list just to see how long it is.
Three: may be associated with Laura Palmer as a whole; her consciousness is split into Red Room Laura, Dead Laura, and Odessa Laura/Carrie Page. To win a jackpot (remember the truth,) all three pictures (identities) must be aligned. In the original series’ run, each episode represented a single day, with the following exceptions of three-day time periods: (Laura dies → 3 days pass → Maddy arrives) (Leland revealed as BOB → 3 days pass → Leland dies) (Leland dies → 3 days pass → story resumes).
Five: associated with the Silver Mustang and Mr. Jackpots scenes. Cooper!Dougie is given five dollars by Jade, the casino advertises a 5-jackpot bonus, the first slot machine is “fives and sparklers.” 5 is also the start of the 5-3-1 Sequence. As the number halfway to 10, it’s possible that 5 is intended to be the number of progress and incomplete but steady healing.
Six: the #6 Utility Pole is defined in Part 3A as a power source for the BOB delusion.
Seven: there are seven huckleberries in the muffins, and Philip Jeffries exits the elevator on the seventh floor.
Ten: the number of completion, often represented as time coordinate 2:53. When numerology is applied, “ten” really means “one” (1 + 0 = 1). Thus, they have the same meaning; the healing and re-unification of Laura Palmer. It’s also worth nothing that J, a letter that featured prominently in the first season, is also the tenth letter of the alphabet.
VI. MAJOR RECURRING MOTIFS
The Arch
A visual symbol of two lights on opposite ends beneath an archway. This is an abstraction of Laura Palmer’s dresser under the alcove, with her secret diary hidden behind it. In her Twin Peaks Dream, this arch becomes a symbol of the hidden knowledge/undeniable proof.- We find American Girl (→ knowing scapegoat) sitting beneath one.
- In “The Missing Pieces,” Philip Jeffries (→ repressed knowledge) is introduced to the audience by striding out from under an arch.
- When the Twin Peaks Sheriff’s Department pulls out evidence for the Laura Palmer case in “The Return”, the spread is always shown on a table underneath an arch.
Bad Transformer/Flashing Lights
The Bad Transformer is Laura’s broken, traumatized mind as it tries to interpret the world around her. It is mental gymnastics and magical thinking. It twists simple facts into dense metaphors and abstractions to keep her conscious mind at a comfortable, insulated distance from the undeniable proof.The concept of the Bad Transformer is introduced in the pilot episode. As the lights flicker and flash over Laura Palmer’s body, the attendant mishears the question he is asked and apologizes for the “bad transformer.” This elegantly ties all three ideas together in one short scene: flashing lights, a Bad Transformer, and communication issues. The transformer is brought up again by MIKE in the international release of the pilot episode.
Lou Ming explicitly defines Gordon Cole as being a personification of the Bad Transformer.
Flashing lights in themselves are a Lynchian motif that appears throughout Twin Peaks and in several of his other works. These are always tied to themes of trauma, sorrow, and escapism.
Blue Roses
Blue Roses are described in Part 3B. They are a tell that the place it appears in is a falsehood - an unstable, manufactured reality that will soon collapse under its own ridiculous and improbable nature.The Experiment/Experimental Model/Sex Confusion
The Experiment is the vicious being seen in the glass box that murders Sam and Tracey.Its name and mixed-sex characteristics suggest that The Experiment is related to Laura Palmer’s early rationalizations of the abuse: “This is an experimental agreement between Mom, Dad, and BOB.” It seems to be lured towards the Sam and Tracey by their sexual passions, and this may be a reflection of Laura Palmer’s fear of being “caught” during the abuse.
The Glass Box itself is explicitly defined by Lou Ming in 2B as “the knowledge of the identity of the abuser, as realized by Laura in FWWM.” Notice that it also sits under an Arch motif.
This theme of nightmarish mixed-sex characteristics appears throughout The Return; Ruth Davenport’s head left with Gordon Cole’s body is another example, and the “strange woman” that gatekeeps the otherworldly motel is played by a man.
Contrast: the character of Denise Bryson, representing Laura’s balanced anima and animus. Denise is a positive, competent character that is off-screen promoted to a higher position by “The Return.”
Jackpots
Throughout “Twin Peaks,” the buried truth about Laura’s father was abstracted into her dreamscape as hidden objects or secrets that cause characters to die or disappear upon discovery. Jackpots and winnings are Laura Palmer’s subconscious attempt to restage this discovery of the truth as a good, desirable thing.This motif is naturally related to the gold minor motif, as well as the number 3. To win a jackpot from a slot machine, one has to get all three pictures to match. To win a jackpot in the Twin Peaks Dream by forcing Laura Palmer to remember the truth about her father, one has to realign and match all three of her internal personas.
There’s also a connection here between jackpots, the letter J, and the number 10. See “Numerology.”
Losing Your Head
A recurring visual motif where heads are destroyed and severed. This is a straightforward abstraction of Laura Palmer spiraling and losing her mind over the course of “FWWM.” This frequently appears with the Scapegoat motif, as they essentially represent the same series of events.Losing Your Head comes up multiple times and is a pretty easy motif to spot. This is a short list of examples:
- Theresa Banks is killed by being beaten over the head.
- Ruth Davenport’s head is severed from her body.
- The Experiment destroys Sam and Tracey’s heads.
- The Woodsmen destroy Principal Hasting and the radio host’s heads.
- BOB causes head trauma to both Leland and Dale Cooper.
Pieta / The Transfer
Lou Ming refers to this position as The Pieta, as it resembles the work of Michelangelo. I think of it as “The Transfer” to avoid confusing it with religious imagery.The Transfer is a recurring position between two characters, in which one thing is traded for another.
For Laura, this probably has its roots in the Hayward’s Living Room Primal Scene; note the way that Doc Hayward clasps Laura’s hand as he gives her the “secret message.”
For the audience, we first see this position in the Red Room dream of the original series’ run.
- Laura’s whispered secret is traded for a kiss between Laura and Dale Cooper in the Red Room.
- A wad of cash is traded for a kiss between Jade and Dougie in the Rancho Rosa.
(This exchange is a re-staging of the same Red Room kiss, with the horrible secret relabeled as clean and desirable cash money – see “Jackpots” above.) - A gun is traded for information between Daria and Mr. C in the motel.
- A coffee is traded for room access between Tracy and Sam in NYC.
Ring (Jewelry) / Eating Gold
Defined clearly in Part 2B, the ring represents guilt and the cycle of abuse. To “take the ring” is to blame yourself for being abused and to rationalize abusing others; after all, you obviously did something to deserve it, so your intended victim probably did something too.In “The Return” the ring makes several appearances and gains a lateral abstraction as well.
- Major Briggs’ headless body, itself an abstraction of the Ignorant Dead Laura that blames herself for the abuse, is found with a golden ring in its stomach.
- The Addict Mom swallows a pill from a golden bottle to escape reality, and has no clue that her son is nearly killed.
- Seniorita Dito is given a golden orb, and this filters the screen that she sees.
- Lucy swallows a chocolate bunny from a golden wrapper to relieve gas, because she doesn’t want Andy to know that she has it.
Scapegoating/Splitting
In the ritual of “scapegoating,” there are two kid goats. One is cursed with the sins of a community and sent into the wilderness, and another is sacrificed to God.Even in the months and years leading up to the events of “Fire Walk With Me,” Laura Palmer had come to see herself not as a whole person but as a 100% Good Laura and a 100% Bad Laura that happened to inhabit the same body. Good Laura was Daytime Laura, the picture-perfect homecoming queen, runner of the Meals on Wheels program and bubbly private tutor. Bad Laura was Nighttime Laura, the selfish drug-addicted teenage prostitute.
When Laura Palmer discovered her father on top of her that night, this internal split got even worse.
In the Twin Peaks Dream, we are shown this in the form of a Dead, Ignorant Laura that can never see the truth, and a Living, Knowing Laura that was made to carry the truth and exiled to the Red Room.
This is a complex motif, but it’s an important one that we see abstracted and repeated multiple times. The formula is something like this:
A traumatic incident occurs. One character stays and has no clue what happened. Another character leaves, alone with the knowledge of what occurred.
- Leland knocks Jacques over the head, rendering him an unconscious body. Leo sees him laying there and flees, and he’s the only one who knows about it.
- BOB drags Laura and Ronette to the train car. Laura stays and is killed, Ronette is permitted to witness the murder and sent away.
- MIKE sees BOB getting out of control, decides that he’s had enough of evil things, and cuts off his arm. His body stays and remains intact, but his severed arm is gone.
- Agents Desmond and Stanley investigate Theresa Banks’ murder. Agent Stanley takes the dead body, Agent Desmond is left behind to discover the forbidden knowledge in the trailer park and disappear.
- Annie Blackburn is brought to the emergency room, bleeding and speaking nonsense. She is left in a coma in the hospital bed while the nurse leaves with knowledge of the ring theft.
Spot The Difference
In “The Missing Pieces,” we see a game that Dale Cooper and Diane play with each other to keep his wits sharp. She makes subtle changes to her surroundings while Dale isn’t looking, and waits to see how long it takes him to notice it.In “The Return,” this game is played with the audience instead. In S3E1, during the conversation about insurance, the contents of Lucy’s desk change when the camera cuts away-and-back.
But when does this tell us about the hidden narrative?
- in “FWWM,” we are shown that Laura’s homecoming portrait in the school hallway is completely different from the one in Season 1. This replacement photograph is the very same one that we see in the Palmer's living room in "FWWM." This suggests that Laura's interior space, her dissociative fantasy, has taken over and replaced the exterior space of her reality.
- The prominent archway in Laura Palmer’s bedroom in “FWWM” disappears completely for the rest of the series. That same archway is replicated and abstracted in other places to become a symbol of the hidden knowledge/undeniable proof itself – see “The Arch” above - its complete disappearance as a literal object reflects Laura’s desperation to forget what she knows.
Thresholds
A recurring scene in which one character is seeking something and approaches another with a gift or offering to access it. The seeking character is rebuffed, but the offering is left behind.This is an abstraction of the scene between Laura and Harold in “Fire Walk With Me.”
- Laura seeks comfort from Harold and brings her diary. The consolation takes on a sexual overtone and she flees, leaving the diary behind.
- The insurance agent seeks to speak with Sheriff Truman and approaches Lucy with insurance cards. He’s unable to answer Lucy’s questions, so he becomes flustered and exits the police station, leaving the cards behind.
- Tracey seeks access to the secure room in the NYC and approaches Sam with coffees. With the security guard present, Sam is unable to let her in and sends her away, but she leaves the coffees behind.
VII. MINOR RECURRING MOTIFS
- Arms Raised: a gesture where two characters come to the same knowledge/understanding. The arms are raised like tree branches. This is described in Part 4A.
- Black Fire: fire powered by diseased fertility, negative intent. The warmth of black fire is wallowing in violence, death, consumption and degradation. Mr. C may be black fire personified. This is described in Part 3E.
- Black Dot/Bug Symbol: The Thing You Don’t Ever Want To Know About. Hawk warns us not to seek it because in the Twin Peaks Dream, characters that find hidden knowledge like this tend to disappear forever.
- Black-and-White: described in Part 4G as Laura’s experience of memory. This will be analyzed further.
- Blondes: blonde women may serve as stand-ins for Laura herself. As an example, Lou Ming writes that the murder of Daria by Mr. C is a restaging of the train car murder. This will be analyzed further.
- Blue Static: a visual motif that only seems to exist in “FWWM.” Seems to have the same meaning as the flashing lights and Bad Transformer – perhaps repackaged for practical reasons, as numerous flashing light sequences on a big screen in a feature-length film could become problematic.
- Bondage, Numbness: Laura learned very early on that physical bondage leading to numbness allowed her to disassociate and escape her trauma. The arm (→ person) that takes the ring (→ repeats the cycle of abuse) goes numb (→ avoids genuinely processing the pain of the abuse.)
- Cars: Cars represent bodies, drivers represent consciousness. This is defined in Part 4A.
- Fire: although Hawk tells us that fire can be used for good or bad, depending on its intent, in “Twin Peaks” fire is generally used to indicate pain and suffering.
- Fishing: David Lynch described his creative process as “catching fish.” I find it interesting that Laura Palmer’s body is discovered when Pete decided to go fishing. Does this suggest to us that her murder is just an idea, a creative solution? This motif needs more tracking.
- Frogmoth: the creatures that hatch from eggs in “The Return.” Lou Ming explicitly describes them as this: the egg is an abstraction of the Leland, and the gross animal inside it is BOB.
- Garmonbozia: one of the few explicit definitions from David Lynch himself: PAIN AND SUFFERING. In “Find Laura,” garmonbozia has the lateral abstraction of guilt and responsibility. At the end of “FWWM,” when MIKE and The Arm are temporarily reunited to stand in for Laura Palmer’s freshly split halves, the removal of garmonbozia from Leland is an abstraction of Laura deciding that the abuse was her fault; BOB wants her and nobody else.
- Gold: the idealized self as witnessed through Transcendental Meditation. In “Find Laura,” this refers to the ideal Laura Palmer: unified, healthy, and happy. If Cooper can win the jackpot (→ get Laura to unify and to remember the truth,) both characters could gain a lot of this.
In “The Return,” swallowing gold is an abstraction of the idea of turning away from idealization, of suppressing one’s best qualities to choose an easier, more comfortable reality.
- Holes: the missing truth that Laura Palmer has pushed into the deepest parts of her psyche. This visual appears throughout David Lynch’s other works.
- Judy: defined in Part 2G as “the personification of the White Horse.” The second biggest clue is that Transformed!Jeffries teleports Cooper to the Sparkwood-and-21st scene to meet her. This motif needs more tracking.
- Nuclear Explosions: these are an abstraction of Laura’s abuse and the ensuing destruction of her “nuclear family.”
- Trees: trees are the raw material that the Twin Peaks Dream is made from, processed into lumber by the mill. With the mill “burning down” in the Twin Peaks Dream, no new material can be processed, and so the same experiences, images, and emotions are repeated over and over again in the Twin Peaks Dream for 25 years straight.
- Two Birds, One Stone: this is a mission given to Cooper by the Fireman in S3E1. One bird is “destroy the belief in BOB,” the other is “heal Laura Palmer’s broken mind and re-unify her psyche into one identity.”